Chapter 1: “love” at First Sight...

What went wrong? Was I just stupid? Was I blind? What did I do wrong?When I first met you, you were very mysterious. I barely even knew your name. You slowly began opening up about your life. How you aren't like everybody else. How you don't belong here. How you don't fit in. How you wrote a dissertation about her. How you deeply admired her. How you even loved her. How did I not see this before? You are depressed because of this girl. I did not know how to feel. My heart dropped. Sank. From its core. Tears began filling up my eyes. Felt as if someone reached down. Grabbed my heart. Stepped onto it. Broke it into pieces. Watched me fall into pieces. Left me. To bleed from the pain. What could I have done to be better? Could I have just ignored you? Could I have just have never seen you? If I could turn back time. I would. Why couldn't I have been smarter? You took away my happiness. My pride. My existence.