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WINNER: 3rd Place, 2021 Werewolf Competition [Mature Content] After escaping suicide forest, August Moon finds that she has only gone deeper into the mysteries it holds. Lycans exist. But maybe she is something even stranger... With a clandestine experimental pandemic, a decade-old murder mystery, and a timeless prejudice against strange members within the lycan community all simmering in the periphery of her newfound surroundings, August must fight to discover her own truth alongside a fierce and possessive male who claims to be her mate.

I want an S-Rank skill too! I want it so badly, I could die for it! [You have awakened an S-Rank skill.] [But it only works when you die.] Eh !? WHAT IS THE POINT OF GETTING ONE IF I DIE !? ( Note- I copied and pasted it here for myself)

**MATURE CONTENT** Chloe lived a simple suburban life until a day when everything that can go wrong does and leads to a night with her staring at a bloody mess. Chloe continuously averts law forces while trying to clear her name with the help of a Stranger.

ANNA CARMEIL was going to propose to the love of her life, Joel Fryer, when she saw JOEL begging her sister, AVA, for her love. She returns back home thinking of confronting her sister but before she could do that, AVA was found dead. JOEL, who was the last person seen with AVA, goes M.I.A. The officials believe that it was a suicide and closed the case. After a few years, ANNA gets a job. On the very first day, she sees JOEL, the CEO of the company. Seeing the love of her life in front of her, she feels a thousand emotions. All she wants to do is hug JEOL and say everything that she has kept to herself for years. But JEOL was cold to her. Things happen and JOEL and ANNA fall deeper in love with each other but love was not in ANNA's destiny. Thinking that ANNA is a misfit for JEOL, she wonders how perfect JEOL and AVA would have been as a couple. Things trigger ANNA and she is determined to know what happened with her sister. Against all odds, finally, ANNA solves the case all by herself, but the truth itself is hard to digest. What actually happened with AVA? Why did JOEL go M.I.A after AVA's death? Was it really SUICIDE?

Have you ever felt like life is just too much to handle? Like the weight of the world is on your shoulders and you can't go on anymore? That's how I felt before I decided to end it all. But then something strange happened, I woke up in a different reality, one where my life was everything I had ever wanted it to be. The question is, what will I do? Accept and happily cherish it or vainly repeat the wounds of history? What is this life I had longed for? *DISCLAIMER!* Please be advised that this book contains sensitive and potentially triggering content, including but not limited to self-harm, physical and sexual abuse, and other traumatic events. These events are depicted in a fictional manner and should not be taken as a guide for real-life actions. The novel does not promote or normalize suicide in any way. If you or someone you know is struggling with suicidal thoughts, please seek help from a professional.

My name is Kage Ito, and I was the world’s most rejected man—a thousand rejections, no friends, family, or even a pet. Life itself seemed to reject me. One night, in my tiny, dingy apartment, I gave up and ended it all. But death wasn’t the end. I awoke in a realm of endless white, greeted by Sakurabana Tamayori, the Goddess of Soulmates. She revealed the cosmic mix-up that defined my life: I’d been assigned a thousand soulmates. None of the women who rejected me were meant to be mine, and I was given a second chance. The Soul Stats system also known as the Soul Reaver Damnation is a mysterious interface that tracks my soulmates, their emotional states, and the progress of our relationships. It shows me detailed metrics like their happiness, love, jealousy, and more, giving me a glimpse into the bond I share with each of them. But it’s not without its risks—if I fail to meet certain objectives, the consequences can be devastating, like one of my soulmates choosing to end their life. The system is both a guide and a constant reminder of the high stakes I face with every decision I make. (Chapter : 21) Now, I must find these soulmates, feeling an undeniable spark when I meet them. Sounds perfect, right? Wrong. Managing a thousand relationships is chaos. Some soulmates are fiery, others shy, and many come with their own challenges. Worse, ignoring a soulmate causes them unimaginable suffering. With little guidance and Sakurabana popping in to mock my struggles, I’m left to navigate this bizarre blessing—or curse. Along the way, I’ve discovered moments of beauty, connection, and love, but I still wonder: why me? This is the story of how I went from the loneliest man alive to a man destined for a thousand soulmates, and my journey to figure it all out—one soulmate at a time or maybe more. Support this story by adding it to your collection, giving Power Stones, and Golden Tickets! For private discussion, reach out on Discord: https://discord.gg/2zz2Csj9UQ

TW mentions of suicide, self harm, heartbreak, parental issues, bullying, toxicity, and sexual harassment. If any of these triggers you in any shape or form I do not recommend reading the content within is very sensitive.

Based on My vampire system The main character as experienced life in all it's evilness, but a chance revealed itself, maybe he can make everyone SMILE Each chapter has a rating of the main character's emotion Unhappy: feeling anything else apart from happiness, not that dangerous Happy: self explanatory. can be surprisingly playful but when provoked will become Really Happy: Will show teeth when in this stage, Will stop at nothing to make target suffer SMILE: Known for it's signature really wide smile, once targeted, a whole world of suffering falls on you Deathly Happy: In this stage, he smiles like in Really Happy, but his teeth are bloody and is ready to kill Trigger mode: Only happens when he snaps Trigger Happy: He looks like he's forcing a smile and his hands will always have three syringes in them, giving the look of him having claws, even if he throws the syringes, there'll still be three in his hand Really Trigger Happy:His forced smile gets wider and he gets slightly taller Deathly Trigger Happy: In this stage, blood ooze out from his eyes, and he forces a smile that shows bloodied teeth, in this form, you might as well ask God for forgiveness of sins These only refers to when the MC is Gray scale, or Photo negative or other abomination apart from Mr. Smiles and Hourglass. Trigger mode only happens to Gray scale Will he complete military camp, by making everyone HAPPY, or leave them alone Stalk this story to find out

I want an S-Rank skill too! I want it so badly, I could die for it! [You have awakened an S-Rank skill.] [But, you die if you use this skill.] …But it’s not like I will really die because it says that, right? RIGHT? Desclaimer: I don't own anything if you want to read it 70+ then visit this site https://woopread.com/series/sss-class-suicide-hunter/

After switching bodies, Jiang Nan Shu becomes the villainous true daughter in a melodramatic tale and is bound to an all-encompassing revulsion system. If everyone's level of disgust for her reaches 100, she can return to her original world with a prize of ten billion. Being reckless is just one of her many skills. Starting with a disgust level of 89, Jiang Nan Shu sets a modest goal for herself: to live a life collecting easy money within six months. Unbeknownst to her, everyone can hear her inner thoughts! When facing the domineering CEO eldest brother, she says outwardly, "I think this project is excellent and will make a fortune." Inwardly she thinks, "I hope you don’t go bankrupt! Once you're out, I'll steal your company's secrets." When dealing with the indifferent medical second brother: outwardly, "The food at your colleagues' gathering looks so appetizing." Inwardly she thinks, "I'll switch tables when the second brother picks food, to avoid catching any diseases from him." When facing the sickly research third brother, she says outwardly, "Third brother, you're amazing to conduct such tough experiments, keep going." Inwardly she thinks, "I’ll gracefully exit before your experiment explodes." When interacting with the pop star fourth brother: outwardly, "These songs suit you so well, sing them all, and fame is just around the corner." Inwardly, "Just wait for the news to break about your tax evasion." When advising the love-struck fifth brother: outwardly, "She's taking an hour out of her busy schedule to be with you because she loves you." Inwardly, "You’ve been turned into a grassland of green; your goddess has a different companion morning, noon, and night. Bet you didn't see that coming!" As the male protagonist looks at her with increasingly deep eyes, saying, "Let's be together," Jiang Nan Shu weeps, saying, "Don't let your sister misunderstand, I'm not worthy!" Internally, "Money's hard to earn, crap's hard to swallow, the life of a supporting character matters too!" However... why does she end up as the darling of the whole group in the end?