even if you don't love me

"Heart wants to love but fears the fate of being left alone." ------- He Jian I loved you more than anything in my whole life. To the point that it became poison for me. Now in this life, I loved myself. I sealed my heart for you. Then why are you not leaving me alone? Why are you constantly pulling me into your life.? Why do your eyes have something else other than disgust for me? Did you not hate me? What has changed? You or Me? -------- Excerpt A gentle kiss fell on her lips and a shiver ran down her spine. “I love you.” Her heart pounded fiercely inside her chest. These words. Oh, how she wished to hear them in her last life. She might have fainted from happiness if she had heard them at that time. But now, they didn’t bring that happiness to her heart. They only brought fear, confusion and anger, and so many questions. “How can you…” She whispered more to herself. How can he love her? He heard her and stroked her cheek. The touch was so gentle that it made her feel as if she was a precious treasure. It made her feel loved. She raised her head to look at him. The usual ice-cold-blue eyes were filled with smiles as he asked her. “Why can’t I?” She swallowed realizing how those eyes still affected her, realizing how weak she was. Tears surfaced through her eyes and she saw him panicking. He tried to wipe them gently as she whispered. “You can’t……..you just can’t." ~*~*~**~*~*~ Mo Roulan spent her whole life chasing after the man she loved with her whole heart. At the time of her death, when she didn't see even an ounce of sorrow in his eyes, her heart was filled with sorrow. She was reborn. This time she vowed to make different choices and change her destiny. Hiding the past in her heart, this time she chose her family. But what will she do when the same past is back pounding on the doors of her heart, ready to break the walls she had surrounded her heart with. Will she give it a chance or will she continue to hide those feelings inside her heart? Read on to find out what wins. Her fear or His love? ------------------ Warning - The story has side couples who are homosexual and hence has the LGBT tag. The story will also concentrate on those couples as well as the main couple. If you don't like to read BL and GL then please leave it but don't leave disgusting comments about homosexuality. ------------ [This is an original story.] Cover Credit- Anoralily Updates- 1-2 chapters/ day Want to support me? Buy me a Ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/ada_5253 My other book on Webnovel - His Rui(Ongoing)

[BL - Quick Transmigration] Xi Zirui is an intern with a boring office job. He wouldn't mind more excitement in his life. He gets his wish when he walks by a storefront announcing just that: an end to his boredom. It comes in the form of the worldhopping machine: Transmigrator 4000 Xi Zirui then finds himself living the life of a famous actor, and staring in the most anticipated BL drama of all times. There's only a problem, as his System likes to remind him: He needs to keep his reputation as an actor up. He can't fall in love with the Male Lead, the infuriating and attractive Han Yu. --- [Han Yu groans and bumps his head against the sofa. "Didi is so hard to please." Xi Zirui snorts. "You should stop trying, then." Han Yu turns on his side to face Xi Zirui and smirks. "What would be the fun in that?"] --- 1v1 in every world, but with a twist. Cunning and seductive MC Shameless and doting ML

A young woman graduated fresh from college is on the hunt for a job. As a new graduate she was not expecting to get a job right away and sent her application forms to all the companies she could possibly apply. What she did not expect was that she got accepted in one of the top and biggest company in the country. Filled with excitement and expectations she starts her job as a new employee filled with thoughts of a brighter future not expecting the series of events on why and how she even got accepted for the job. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Authors Note: Updates: 2x a week Ko-fi: http://ko-fi.com/chuchuwachuwa Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/Chuchuwachuwa

"You can never escape me, Yueyue." Meet Bai Liyue, a beautiful woman with the kindest heart. She aspires to become an actress and fulfill her childhood dream but every time she tries, she's only met with failures. Like in every person's life, there is a villain. She has one too. In her case, it was her husband - Qin Yufeng! He's a Mafia King, one of the most powerful men in the entire country whose fearsome reputation in the Underworld spreads far and wide. But he hides behind the identity of the richest billionaire CEO. Money, power, fame... he has it all. Men want to be him and women wanted to be with him, but not her. For her, he was simply an over-possessive control freak. She hated him from the bottom of her heart. A loveless marriage contract bound her to him. The day she understood that the person behind her failure was her husband was the day she died. However, destiny gave her another chance. She got transmigrated into the body of Chen Ziyue, a pop singer with the worst reputation who was also known as 'the scandalous queen.' From there began her journey with a new life, a new identity, and a chance to fulfill her dream. But what will happen when she discovers that she will never escape from the husband of her past life? What will she do when she sees him sitting inside her home, waiting for her? Will she be able to fulfill her dreams? Or will she give him a second chance and accept his love? ### The beautiful cover art doesn't belong to me. All the credit goes to the original owner.

"Let me borrow your husband for one night and I spare your dad's life." Trishia Meyer, the only daughter of Senator Meyer demanded. To save her father's company, Arabella had agreed to marry the evil billionaire, Bill Sky. She dared to kiss him to show off her ex-boyfriend that night but she never expected the kiss would deepen and he didn’t want to let go. That night was just a mistake but they met again. They agreed to sign a non-disclosure contract and they swore not to love each other. Sacrificing herself to be with the domineering cold man and turning a blind eye to his sexual affairs with other women were just some of the things she needed to endure every day. Now that she conceived his baby, he wanted it to be aborted instantly. She thought that the baby inside her tummy would bring them closer together but he accused her of deceiving him. Arabella Jones then made a promise to herself that she would do everything to live a happy life with her baby far away from him. Little did she know, it's not for her to decide, that if the billionaire's wrath would allow her.

Stacey has always had one nemesis: Hunter Mannington. Nothing grated on him more than the mere thought of Hunter. Stacey's world revolves around the insufferable man. Yet, despite their constant clashes, an unexpected bond begins to form between them, slowly melting the icy barriers around Stacey's heart. Unbeknownst to Stacey, Hunter harbors a secret—a revelation that threatens to shatter their budding connection. Yet, as their feelings deepen and passion ignites, Hunter grapples with the guilt of concealing the truth. With the holiday season in full swing, a Christmas party brings hidden truths to light, leaving Stacey reeling from the revelation of his unexpected family ties. Shocked and betrayed, Stacey must confront the undeniable love he feels for Hunter, even as he struggles to reconcile the lies with fact. As they navigate the complexities of their relationship, Stacey and Hunter are faced with an impossible choice: confront the truth and risk losing everything, or cling to their love and defy the odds. Will their bond withstand the weight of their ties, or will it crumble beneath the weight of secrets and lies?

A duke’s daughter wanted nothing in her life but the sweet nothingness of death, as she felt like her life served no purpose. Her wish was granted when she was killed in an unfortunate accident, yet in a sudden turn of events, she was forced to reincarnate. As fate has it, she was reborn in her original world, but not directly after her death. As she is living her new life, she tries to forget the pain of her old life. But, what exactly is behind her reincarnation? Will she be able to live her new life to the fullest? This is a slow-paced life journey of a reincarnated girl who's trying to find the meaning behind her past life and reincarnation. -------------------------------------------- ***Note*** : - This story isn't a premium novel here, but if you'd like to support me even further (and gain advanced chapter access + help increasing the novel's update rate), here is my Patreon page: https://www.patreon.com/ConvallariasLibrary Or if you prefer ko-fi (one time donation), here you go: https://ko-fi.com/A1864CG3 I'll be very thankful to you if you want to support this novel! ^^ - Chapter numbering or parting in Webnovel will be different than other platforms. - More info about what you can expect from this story (may give a vague spoiler) can be read in the review that I wrote. - If you're interested in joining my Discord server: https://discord.gg/qdF55vE Thanks for reading and for all who show your support (via comments, powerstones, etc)!

"She is the one who forced me to marry her, she is also the one who pushed away ShuangAi from me, she threatened my family with her family power and all these years, she did everything to subdue me...that evil woman MuTan" MuTan can't believe what she just heard, his husband, Prince LiZouWei has such a grudge to her. The problem is she is not the real HuaMuTan, She is TanTan, LangTanTan...a simple woman who somehow be thrown into the past time and woke up as HuaMuTan. In this world, the most she loves is hero books and the most she hates is injustice. So how can she hold to all evil deeds of HuaMuTan? She cannot! TanTan decides, either she can go back to her time or not, she must fix all evil deeds that HuaMuTan did, especially to her unwilling husband. Target operation: divorce LiZouWei and make him reunite with his lover. The story will never that easy right?

For five years Wang ZhiYong still has vivid dreams of his wife, Lin XinYi, who had already died. He loved her so much that when she died, he started living a mechanical life; a life dedicated solely to work, work, and work. He never glanced at any woman until Cheng Jia, a woman who looked like his wife appeared. She piqued his interest as he misses his wife, but she was too naive to make out any conclusions about his generosity, or was she? What life will they have with ZhiYong mistaking her as his wife while Cheng Jia innocently brushed off all malicious intents? Will he delude himself or love her as who she is? ***** The photo used for the cover is not owned by the author. Credits to the owner.

From love, marriage, heartbreak, pain, to divorce- Mu Chuqing has been through it all in a few years with Sheng Yuchen. After not seeing each other for years, she imagines that they would be like strangers. But why is that man looking at her with anger even when holding his fiancée in his arms? Why can’t they be like strangers? Will he forever humiliate and torture her? Why can’t Sheng Yuchen let her go? Just what kind of cruel man is her ex-husband? … Ever since that night three years ago, Sheng Yuchen has not slept peacefully. Every time she cries, her tears fall like acid on his heart. His blood boils when he sees her smiling at other men the way she used to smile at him, and the beast in him might as well destroy everything around. He can’t let her go. He won’t let her go. Even if his heart gets charred with her tears. … This isn’t a love-at-first-sight story! “Boss! Miss Mu is back!” “Got it.” The man responds indifferently. “Boss, someone gave Miss Mu a bouquet of roses!” “Adulterer! Humph!” The man finally raises his head, narrows his eyes, and snorts. “Boss, Miss. Mu and that man watched a movie today, had a candlelight dinner, and…” “And what…” “They kissed!” The man’s eyes spits fire, and he can’t sit still anymore. He suddenly stands up from the sofa. “B-Boss, bad news. Miss. Mu and that man are going to get married in the Netherlands!” The man slams the table. “Which plane? Shoot it down!” “Yes!” “Wait!” The man suddenly stops him. “Boss, do you have any other instructions?” “Blast the male adulterer. If she loses even a hair on her, I’m afraid you won’t be able to handle what comes next!” “…”