My answer may not reflect your question completely. In Liu Yunlong's novel," Kite ", Zhao Jianzhi did not choose to commit suicide. The novel did not describe the process of his death in detail. Zhao Jianzhi was one of the main characters in the novel. He was a wealthy businessman and a political enthusiast. In the novel, he experienced a series of events, including his wife's adultery, his son's kidnapping, the government's conspiracy, and so on. Finally, he became disheartened. According to the novel, Zhao Jianzhi felt hopeless and helpless in his last moments. He lost confidence in his life and future, but he did not choose to commit suicide. On the contrary, he tried to find faith and hope to overcome the difficulties, but in the end, he still could not get rid of the darkness in his heart and left this world. It should be noted that the novel is a fictional art form, and the plot and character are all shaped by the author according to his own creative intentions and aesthetic point of view. Therefore, the plot and the ending of the characters in the novel might not necessarily be the experience and ending of the characters in real life.