Did Xiao Hua's (Xie Yuhua/Xie Yuchen's) book have something like "I'm just an actress, forever crying in other people's stories"?

"It might not be very satisfying, but I would recommend a novel that is most relevant to your description of your needs. The novel," Song of Zhen Hua ", is an ancient romance novel written by the author, Sican. The general plot of this novel is as follows: I've seen all the world, but I can't say goodbye and come back. The most scattered flowers are like this, but the world can't keep the vermilion face, the mirror, the flowers, and the trees. ---------------------------- " The Order of Ci Hua " was an ancient romance novel written by the author, An Suyi. The general plot of the novel was: I thought that although he didn't like me, at least he didn't hate me. I thought that as long as I worked hard and paid for it, everything would come true. I thought that as long as I helped him get everything he wanted, he might take a second look at me because of that… But later, I realized that those were just my wishful thinking. In the end, I was still abandoned by him... Hehe, thinking back on what he had done in those seven years, it was really ridiculous. He was ignorant... ---------------------------- " Flowers of the Day I: Tears of Begonia " was a romantic youth-love novel written by the author, Ning Rongxi. The general plot of the novel was: She had experienced the cold and warmth of the human world since she was young. On the surface, she was distant and indifferent. She did not take emotional matters to heart, but her heart was soft and delicate. She also longed for the warmth from another small planet. He was often ridiculed by everyone like a statue. No matter how many peach blossoms fell on him, it was useless. It was a chance encounter, and he had a taste of the first awakening of love. I don't know where my love came from, but I'm deeply in love. From ignorance and hesitation to clarity and determination, from watching from afar to approaching tentatively, Zhou Yuan and Ming Qing thought that they had found a relationship that they could hold on to for the rest of their lives. However, some neglected hidden conflicts were slowly accumulating until one day they completely exploded… The slanting wind and drizzle never clear, leaning against the railing dripping all rouge tears. Love is like a flower that blooms every day. It wants to bloom more brilliantly without any effort, but it forgets that no matter what flower, it will have its own flowering period and will eventually wither. And the time I spent loving you will always be the most beautiful years of my life. ---------------------------- " Farewell to All the Pear Blossom Tears " was a fantasy romance novel written by the author, Hua E. The general plot of this novel was: After reincarnating as a human, she only wanted to be alone and not be bound by others. However, she met him. The moment she opened her eyes, she was bound by him for the rest of her life. She was disheartened. He originally wanted to become a part of heaven and earth, but he met her. Just one glance was enough to last for ten thousand years. ---------------------------- Flower Maiden was an ancient romance novel written by Nan Fang Zi. The general plot of the novel was: There was a rumor among the people that at midnight, one would take a budding flower in front of the mirror and drip a drop of blood on the petal. The flower maiden would appear. No one knew Hua Niang's background. They only knew that Hua Niang could help others get what they wanted, but at the price of freedom. She was a flower demon who had cultivated for more than eight hundred years. It was rumored that she could fulfill her wishes. However, in an accident, her primordial spirit possessed the eldest daughter of the Prime Minister's residence, Hua Yimei. He was the famous Great General of the Beichen Kingdom, but because of his strength, he had attracted the Emperor's suspicion and could only take up a sinecure in the capital. He disdained power and only envied freedom. How could she return to her free life? How could he find the pure land in his heart? Perhaps, it was already predestined… ---------------------------- " If You Don't Study, You Will Die " was an ancient romance novel written by the author, Sawaki Amulet. The general plot of this novel was: After mistakenly clicking on the rubbish advertisement, Hua Xi Shi tied herself to a scientific examination system and transmigrated. Her family was poor, so she met an elegant and gentle teacher. She was thick-skinned and accepted him as her teacher, only to realize that she had picked up a big bargain. "Sir, I have a question to ask." "Sir, I have some objections to this essay." "Sir." Fu Yin sighed and looked at Hua Xi Shi, his eyes filled with tenderness and helplessness," When did you come looking for me? Was it not for this knowledge?" Hua Xishi: "?" What did Sir mean? "What do you think of me?" "Sir." What do you mean?" "You're so smart, so you naturally understood it, how could you not know?" She treated Fu Yin as a mister, but Fu Yin wanted to date her? ---------------------------- " Flowers Blossoms and Flowers Fall Together " was an ancient romance novel written by the author Fan Que. The general plot of this novel was: "Back then, I was also an infatuated seed. In the end, it rained…and I drowned. Sigh!" She shook her head and sighed. Shameless! " Woman," he warned," you dare to talk to another man again?" She smiled awkwardly and replied,"Master, I won't dare to do it again." ---------------------------- " Wubi Huajian " was a modern romance novel written by the author Ku Chengque. The general plot of this novel was: It was a story about a young lady and a servant who loved each other but were far away from each other. Sean was originally the son of a university teacher, but his father was killed by mistake because of a student protest, and his mother remarried and sold him to a gardener. They relied on their ability to plant flowers and gardens to earn a living as servants in the Xie family, a medicinal merchant. Coinciding with the childless Mrs. Xie's first pregnancy, Jing Xing was chosen to be a 'prosperous son' due to his eight characters and brought into the backyard. From then on, he met Third Miss Ruoxin. From then on, Jing Xing accompanied her no matter if it was rain or shine, becoming a sweet spring in her boring life, depicting the outside world that she could not step into. ---------------------------- " An Mu Hua Tian: My Flower God Girlfriend " was a modern romance novel written by Yue Xiaotong. The general plot of this novel was: She was an orphan girl who did not provoke anyone, but she was hated by others. She avenged her sister and searched for the truth of being abandoned. She was disfigured and blind. Fortunately, God took pity on her and gave her a flower field space... ---------------------------- " Lotus Wind Mistake " was an ancient romance novel written by the author, Tian Shuijing. The general plot of this novel was: I clearly saw her tears, but she still tried her best to smile at me. She told me that she knew immortal techniques, so she wouldn't die. If I see her lying on the ground without moving, then she has become a flower. In the future, all the peonies he saw would be her. She said it so quickly and confidently that I believed it without a doubt.