San Mao: I yearned for poetry and distance all my life. Why did I commit suicide in the hospital at the age of 48?

In 1960, José died of cancer. After José's death, San Mao continued to travel and live until 1972, when she went to the United States for treatment for mental problems. It was reported that San Mao had suicidal thoughts many times during the treatment but did not carry them out in the end. In 1979, she wrote an article called " The Weeping Camel " to express her feelings about life and her dissatisfaction with the domestic political environment, which also attracted readers 'attention and controversy. About San Mao's last day, it was reported that she died on January 4th, 1981 at the age of 48. On the last day, San Mao received an injection from the doctor but did not disclose the specific cause of her death. There were rumors that she had committed suicide, but there were also many who believed that she had died in the hospital. No matter what, San Mao's death was still a mystery.

I'm not sure. Maybe there's not enough public information available about it.

The reason for Alex's suicide in the fanfiction might be related to a lack of support systems, internal conflicts, or a sense of hopelessness. It's a complex issue that could be explored through the character's backstory and relationships.

Maybe she was dealing with overwhelming stress and had no way out. Could be financial problems, relationship issues, or a combination of things.

The reason for Zweig's suicide remains a mystery. However, Zweig was reported to have committed suicide at his home in Switzerland late at night on December 30, 1993, at the age of 81. The reason for his suicide is still controversial. Some people believe that he committed suicide because of mental health problems, while others believe that he was murdered. In any case, Zweig's death was a huge loss for the literary world. His works had a profound impact on the development of human culture and the way of thinking.

San Mao's " I Like You " came from her book," I Know How Many Flowers Have Fallen in My Dream." This was a novel that reflected her wandering life and was also one of her representative works.

This question was related to history and culture. In modern China's Fortress Besieged, the main character Fang Hongjian was called the "three and a half". The "half" referred to his hair, eyes, and mouth, while the "three" referred to his height of three standard heights (17 meters). This joke was widely used in online novels, so the pen name "San Mao" was also based on this historical and cultural joke. The pen name "San Mao" meant "three hairs", which meant "half person" among the "three and a half people". The purpose of using this pen name was to imitate the characters in Zhou Guoping's novels and to convey the representative image of the "three and a half people."

At the end of the novel, the sheriff chose to commit suicide because he realized that he could not get rid of the guilt in his heart. He thought that he had lost his humanity and could no longer save himself and others. In addition, he also felt that his existence was a burden to others. He did not want to continue living in this world, so he chose to commit suicide.

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