Can you recommend a novel where the male and female leads met each other since childhood and later got married, but the male lead held a suitable and not true love attitude towards this marriage?

Looking for a novel: The male protagonist and the female protagonist knew each other since they were young. Later on, the two of them got married. The female protagonist loved the male protagonist very much. The male protagonist always thought that their marriage was only suitable and did not love the female protagonist. The female protagonist, who was thought to have died in a car accident, suddenly appeared. The male protagonist always thought that he was the cause of the car accident and was deeply responsible for her. However, the female protagonist saw the whole process of the car accident and knew that the female protagonist had gambled with her life. The female protagonist had a deep hatred for the female protagonist to marry the male protagonist and caused a lot of trouble. She even pushed the female protagonist down the stairs, causing the female protagonist to have a miscarriage and lose her child. At this time, the male protagonist realized that he loved the female protagonist very much. However, after she was discharged from the hospital, the female protagonist proposed a divorce.