Have you recommended any modern romance novels that are both heart-wrenching and body-wrenching?

Dear readers, I've been looking for novels like crazy recently. I'm looking forward to your recommendations! thanks 1. Must be modern (not interested in ancient) 2. It must be a story between the female lead and the male lead. Don't let the female lead steal the male lead's story. 3. It would be best if the female lead had a deep relationship with the supporting male lead, was always cold to the male lead, misunderstood the male lead, and always sided with the supporting male lead. Hee hee, I know it's a little too much to ask, but I'm really looking forward to your answers and tweets! thanks Don't write a tragic story, want a He story, the more brutal the better!